Being a mother is also this loneliness... Siting in the dark, after the whole house goes quiet, whispering to yourself... "I have failed today".
Of course some days you are going to loose it. You will feel guilty for sure, and you will melt with love and get scared at the same time on how fragile, vulnerable, delicate and absolutely magical his body feels when he...
Just
Falls
Asleep.
You will feel overwhelmed on how deep it will touch old wounds when he just says "I am sorry mama" and how much, like never before, you will crave his "I love you"...
You will surprisingly fall in love deeper during the most challenging times.
Fall in love with yourself also, isn't it beautiful how fragile you both are?
Mother and Son, practicing just Being, together.
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